Um...sorry. It's very nice to know that some of you are concerned about my well being, but I didn't mean to be so dramatic with the sad face in the previous post. I just get frustrated sometimes because this blog can be very cathartic for me, but many times I can't use it in the way I want. In this case I had been sitting at my computer typing a whole bunch of stuff that didn't end up getting published to this blog. Very unsatisfying. So I had to post something. The thing about blogs is that while they maintain close similarities to personal journals or diaries, they’re not at all. They are, in fact, very public accounts of…whatever. So I choose to be careful when my thoughts and experiences involve other people who may not want their personal affairs published all over the internet.

The good news is that I've realized that sometimes you have to take a step back to take two steps forward. And that could be what's happening for me right now. Sorry for the cryptic posts. When the time is right, I'll share.