I've spent a lot of time trying to come up with a way to convey some recent thoughts and feelings through a nebulous post here, but no luck. And why would the post be necessarily nebulous you might ask? Maybe it's because 90% of this list sounds uncannily familiar. In fact, from this day forward and for reasons that should be obvious, this whole situation will be referred to as "that of which we do not speak" when it is necessary to make reference to it, which is hopefully never again.